discotrash212

i cant believe
after four days
my nose is still fucked up
ugh!
no more!
seriously!
... well, minus tonight...
haha

what is it about him that makes me go insane?

seeing his aim name when he signs on

seeing his number come up on the caller i.d.

looking at old photos when we were happy

reading the letters he sent me

thinking about our first date and when we first made love

i completely ignore him and tell him he's an ass hole when i see him

i even go as far as telling him that i didnt know why i was even with him

but every guy im with, i compare to him

and every time i think of him, it makes me miss and want to be with him

i hate him for doing this to me

i hate him for being the first

i hate him for ever holding me in his arms

and i hate him more for making me fall for him

i should have never answered when he said hello today

cause, at 12:30AM

listening to our song

all i want to do is be in new york

with him